Saturday, February 1, 2025

Internet Reading 2024

1. Palestine

For as sure as my ancestors were born into a country where none of them was the equal of any white man, Israel is a state where no Palestinian is ever the equal of any Jewish person. -- Ta Nehisi Coates

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I realize it's little solace to think "well if I keep saying stuff out loud things will get better," but I promise you doing so has an effect, and actually matters. Keep talking about how fucked things are. Make sure it's written down. Make sure it's spoken cleanly, and with rage and fire and piss and vinegar. Things will change for the better, even if it takes more time than it should.

2. Development and Economics

What is it like to work in an Ethiopian factory? Hope and disappointment in the future(?) of manufacturing

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3. Sexuality and Queerness

Whatever Happened to Queer Happiness? by Kevin Brazil ‘I feel that every good thing that has happened in my life has come from being queer.’ Sometimes a line just won’t let go. Sometimes a line just sticks.

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  • That to be gay is to be defined by suffering is the premise of the baroque symphony of trauma that is Hanya Yanigahara’s A Little Life (2015) as much as the solo recital of shame that is Garth Greenwell’s What Belongs to You (2016). To be gay is to be suffer among Puerto Rican New York in Justin Torres’s We the Animals (2011), among the Vietnamese-Americans of Ocean Vuong’s On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous (2019), among affluent Nigerians in Uzodinma Iweala’s, Speak No Evil (2018) and in Communist Poland in Tomasz Jedrowski’s Swimming in the Dark (2020). 
  • Why is queer happiness so difficult to write about? One: Tolstoy. ‘All happy families are alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way’; or, all happy stories are the same. Two: Freud. The story of how we suffer sexuality is the story of who we are; or, unhappiness makes us individuals. Divide by the common factor: happiness is the absence of a sense of individuality. A solution: happiness cannot be written about in a first-person autobiographical form?
  • Is there any way of writing about happiness, queer or otherwise, that isn’t just obnoxious? Or boring? Is there any way of speaking about happiness that isn’t just a way of saying: ‘I’ve survived, why couldn’t you?’ Is there any way of talking about happiness that doesn’t also ask: ‘Shouldn’t you be trying harder?’
  • Maybe it isn’t possible to write about happiness at all. ‘Le bonheur écrit à l’encre blanche sur des pages blanches,’ 
  • Getting sober from memoir is not getting sober from sadness, depression or pain. It is about stepping away from a certain kind of writing: first-person, retrospective, luxuriating in the display of its wounds. This writing might create a self that has survived, but it might not create a self that has known happiness. Happiness, or queer happiness at least, may be a matter of the form of the stories we tell about ourselves


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  • Sincerity has become a byword for truth, and therefore beauty, and therefore quality, especially when heightened or even effected by a work’s poeticism, and still more especially when paired with sex, that most sincere of all acts. Gay Sincerity Is Scary 
  • In Conversation - Jeremy Atherton Lin & Kevin Brazil 
    • JL: Lately I find myself assuming all queer people are mad at one another [online]. Perhaps because we aren’t engaging in spaces where something like the maracas malfunction occurs, sad but also funny. 
    • KB: That those maracas were disappointing, though, made me think of the lines that really struck me in Gay Bar: ‘The gay bars of my life have consistently disappointed.’ Mine too! And from the very beginning. And yet I’ve kept going back, for all the reasons you write: ‘If my experiences in gay bars have been disappointing, what I wouldn’t want to lose is the expectation of a better night. Gay is an identity of longing, and there is a wistfulness to beholding it in the form of a building, like how the sight of a theatre stirs the imagination.’ I wonder if the disappointment of gay bars – one I wouldn’t want to lose – is bound up with what you say they offer: the sidelong glance.
  • But many men underneath their conventionally attractive tall shells are just that: tall shells. They are empty inside. After sex they will rarely want to meet me again. [Embrace by Kevin Brazil]
  • There is an interesting thing that happens when you watch queer theatre, it tends to date itself quickly.  Mike Bartlett's Cock Review1  Review2  Review3 Review4   
  • Queer Places: Red Roof, Eastern Point, Gloucester, MA 01930 
  • The End Of Gay Rights in the Carribean .. I don't agree with a lot of it.
  • The 19thnews set out to examine how the anti-trans agenda are impacting Americans
  • Allyship or solidarity
  • https://sudutkota.qiarchive.org 
  • That Which May Not Be Named by Ohene Yaw Ampofo-Anti 

4. Religion and Rationality

5. Technology and Science


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6. China, Canada, New Caledonia

Cutting Government Is Easy... If You Go After McKinsey 

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7. AI and Stupid Tech

When I boil it down, I find my feelings about AI are actually pretty similar to my feelings about blockchains: they do a poor job of much of what people try to do with them, they can't do the things their creators claim they one day might, and many of the things they are well suited to do may not be altogether that beneficial. And while I do think that AI tools are more broadly useful than blockchains, they also come with similarly monstrous costs.

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8. Literature, Subcultures, Media


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9. Relationships

The essence of love is annoyance. oh man—the challenge of coexisting with another person. Everything gets mixed together. Their thoughts contaminate yours, their feelings contaminate yours. How can it be that they are intelligent, capable, fully possessed of free will… and yet they use their free will to be annoying?

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10. Miscellaneous Questions

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